会いたいけど、会えない

i miss u.....

"Matchbook Romance - If All Else Fails"

A subdued silence undisturbed by the sound of her breath.
So carefully, brush her hair back from her eyes
In steady sequence, one by one.
She slips away.

So close your eyes and sleep to dream.
I'm by your side.
No words to speak.
We'll set our course and make it through.
No matter how far I go my heart remains with you.

And I'm not sure what I'm looking for.
But it's clear to see the purpose of my exsistance Is laying here in front of me.

So close your eyes and sleep to dream.
I'm by your side.
No words to speak.
We'll set our course and make it through.
No matter how far I go

And if all else fails you can look up at the sky
Because it's the same one that shines above you and I.
And if all else fails you can close your eyes
And I'll be right beside you.
I'll be the one by your side.

So close your eyes and sleep to dream.
I'm by your side.
No words to speak.
We'll set our course and make it through.
No matter how far I go
No matter how much this hurts
I wanted you to know,
My heart remains with you.

summer vacation (again)

Ini libur musim panas kedua di Jepang.
Udah hampir 2 minggu.
Minggu kemaren2 juga sibuk2nya cari part time-job,
tapi sekarang akhirnya dapet!

And today, is the first day for my baito :)
Agak2 nervous sih, tapi harus semangat.


Entah kenapa ya.
Setiap liburan musim panas, selalu aja ditinggal.
Liburan musim panas tahun lalu, ditinggal ke Singapore 1 bulan, seminggu setelah dia balik, putus.
Sekarang, ditinggal ke Hawaii, selama setahun.
Berdoa banget semoga bisa bertahan.

Anyway, gw juga masih punya banyak teman disini.
Juga punya teman yg di Indo(cuma beberapa sih) yang setia setiap saat. Senang ataupun sedih.
Apa sih arti teman? Teman yang kayak apa yang bener2 teman?
YA itu. Teman yang ada saat kita senang dan sedih. Teman yang bisa menghibur dan mengerti kita. Saling membantu. Teman yang ngga ngomong dibelakang atau muka dua.

Kalau keluarga?
Well, gw punya keluarga kok di Indo.
Cuma gw ngerasa sangat jauh. Contact2 aja jarang.
Well screw that. Mungkin emang gw ga punya keluarga bahagia kayak yang orang2 punya.
Gw kangen adik2 gw. Banget. Apa kabar mereka ya?

Yah.... gw cuma bisa menunggu!

Anyway, wish me luck for the first day of part time job :D